StRoNg EnOuGh To LIVE

here I am, once again!!

2006-05-10T15:35:00.000+02:00

hi everybody!! how are you all doing?? well, it's been ages since i wrote last time..what can i say..

well...i don't know how or for which particular reason i managed to catch the cold in may..but i got it!!! damnit!!!

anyway!! actually i got a lot to say..i guess i'll try to summarize it as much as i can, just not to annoy "you-ipothethic" all!!!

donc (ops! sorry that was french!!)..

d'you remember i had this boyfriend named Gianluca?? well...i have to say it's over with him...and thanks god..!!!

alright i shouldn't be talking like this but..if i think smth, i say it with no pans...i realised he was not that guy i thought he was..sweetness, kindness, sincerity, trust...they were nothing for him...and as time went by, our relationship decaded..i tried, i swear, to readjust...but there was no point...he betrayed me more than once..and i have to say so did i, but only once at the almost end of our "story"..and with the guy i'm staying with (so not only a "touch&go" just to have fun as he did...)..(at least i deceived just one person, he did with a lot....)..anyway...where was i?? oh yeah!! hiihi sorry!! ..finally we talked about it and broke up...in good relationship...as he was supposed...but he's not the kind of guy who keeps a promise... well, there were lots of discussions about everything but i don't care now..i actually don't give a damn!!

because as i lost him, i found the most amazing guy i could have ever dreamed of...and i'm not saying this just to keep my defences...no!!! he's Jonathan.. and we got together on the 7th of February..but our story began before, as i told you...and i have to say that's the most fabolous story ever told!!! i swear...he's sooo cute and i love him with all my heart.....

we have already planned our summer holiday, with our friends too...i guess we'll have a very good time!!!

and my 2 friends-of-a-life and me are planning a week in rome, my country capital...cos we've never been there but we have to!!!!

anddddd......there are 23 days to go....about school....only 23 left....c'mon fra, u can make it!!! i gotta make it!!!!

well, i guess that's enough by now!!!!

cya and ur comments soon!!!

BeSoSsSs..!!

2006-02-26T13:17:00.000+01:00

___Jimmy Eat World - Kill______________

Well, you're just across the street
Looks a mile to my feet
I wanna go to you
Funny how I'm nervous still
I've always been the easy kill
I guess I always will

Could it be that everything goes 'round by chance? (chance?)
Or only one way that it was always meant to be (be)
You kill me, you always know the perfect thing to say (hey hey, hey hey)
I know what I should do, but I just can't walk away

I can picture your face well
From the bar in my hotel
I wish I'd go to you
I pick up put down the phone
Like your favorite Heatmeiser song goes
It's just like being alone

Oh God, please don't tell me this has been in vain (vain)
I need answers for what all the waiting after means (means)
You kill me, you've got some nerve, but can't face your mistakes hey hey, hey hey)
I know what I should do, but I just can't turn away

So go on love
Leave while there's still hope for escape
Gotta take what you can these days
There's so much aheadSo much regret
I know what you want to say (Know what you want to say)
I know people can't help feeling differently
I loved you, and I should have said it
Tell me just what has it ever meant?

I can't help it baby, this is who I am (am)
Sorry, but I can't just go turn off how I feel (feel)
You kill me, you build me up, but just to watch me break(hey hey, hey hey)
I know what I should do, but I just can't walk away

LeT iT sNoW..!!

2006-01-27T10:54:00.000+01:00

wow guys that's amazing!!! it was ages that it didn't snow like that!!!
i simply luv snow..it's so magical...and you don't have to go to school!!
and that's the best thing ever!!!! it's been snowing since
yesterday morning...!!
wow!!! i'm so happy!!! well, i guess i'd better go and try to do smth
useful to humankind..
well, me...my homework..!!!!
kissss
*fra..

2006-01-08T19:37:00.000+01:00

hey ya everybody, how u doin?
i'm doin' kinda bad...u know it's january..it means there's the end of the first school period...and there r gonna be plenty of all sorts of tests...i'm gonna get mad!!
plus, xmas holiday's finished...tomorrow i got to wake up at6:30, be ready for 7, take my "dear" 2 busses and then stay at school for 6 hours...i'm gonna have my brain squashed..!!!
and whatsmore...there's gonna be no more space for fun, spare time to meet friends..and nights to go out and relax....dammit.....
..i need a year-holiday...to go everywhere with my friends and think of nothing...
cos my life's so full of probs...i guess yours are too but...hey, that's too horrible to stand....
god help me...
hope u all guys feeling better!!
kiss..fra..

MeRrY xMaS!!

2005-12-24T10:30:00.000+01:00

and a Happy 2006!!!

2005-12-09T19:14:00.000+01:00

yeh that's really true...a friend is more than anything else... a true one is the best thing that could ever come..

YOU know who i'm talkin' about..u'r so sweet and special...i'm glad i didn't let u fade away...

thank u for being just as u are...and for always being so present..for me...anytime..

hope i'll never lose you...

KISS!!!

2005-12-02T18:44:00.000+01:00

When you're weary

Feeling small

When tears are in your eyes

I will dry them all

I'm on your side

When times get rough

And friends just can't be found

Like a bridge over troubled water

I will lay me down

Like a bridge over troubled water

I will lay me down

When you're down and out

When you're on the street

When evening falls so hard

I will comfort you

I'll take your part

When darkness comes

And pain is all around

Like a bridge over troubled water

I will lay me down

Like a bridge over troubled water

I will lay me down

Sail on Silver Girl,

Sail on by

Your time has come to shine

All your dreams are on their way

See how they shine

If you need a friend

I'm sailing right behind

Like a bridge over troubled water

I will ease your mind

Like a bridge over troubled water

I will ease your mind

sTiLl HeRe..

2005-11-07T18:29:00.000+01:00

hi everyone!! hey i'm still here, don't worry!! but...who am i talkin to?? there's always nobody in here...*sigh*...anyway...
well, what's new?? uhmmm let's see...ah yey!!! yesterday we had a volley match..and guess what???? WE WOOOOOOON!!!!! that's incredible!!!! but, anyway, we did realy bad...we've never played that awful...!! lol!!! that's a paradox but...u know, sometimes fate is sooo odd!!
anyway...man, why the fuck have i chosen this damned school??? i don't even like studying...but it's a "liceo" and i really have to...grrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!
for wed, i have to study 15 notes pages written very small.....gooood i'm going mad!!! i won't make it...i know...and i'll get another bad mark...or if not bad, then a miserable one...
this school year isn't going that great...and my parents aren't satisfied at all..just as i am...
u know the thing is that when u are in medium class they encourage u to point "high", and they don't calculate i can grow up different, i can lose interest or whatever..and here i am, completely unsatisfied, always compared to lots of better classmates than me who get always the best marks... and i feel sooo...hopeless.....i'm not as good as them and if they think they won't do it, then how will it be for me???? man i'm getting soooo sad....
someone give me a help please...an assuration...please tell me that everything's gonna be alright, that nothing's the way i see it now...that i'm not that awful and that i still got smth to show....
oh my....it's not the greatest coming back...sorry....
but....c'mon come in here!!! and tell smth about u!!
i need to talk to someone distant from me...who doesn't tell me sweet things just becouse he loves me and doesn't want to see me suffering...i need an objective opinion....
thank u all anyway...
luv...
fra..

2005-10-18T17:34:00.000+02:00

SIMPLE PLAAAAAAAAAAAAAN!!!!!!!!!!
FEBRUARY, the 2nd...
IN MILAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN!!!!!!!!!
WOWWWWWWWWWWWAAAAOOOOWWWWW!!!!!!!!!

..FrEeZiNg CoLd...

2005-10-17T16:17:00.000+02:00

hi everybody, fra here from depressionland...
guess what?? i'm always in troubles with you-know-who-i'm-talkin-about..ehheh that's a never-ending story....DAAAAMNNN......soz...
anyway...obviosly it's me who's always wrong and who's always doing something ruthless...oh yeah didn't you know??? now u do.. eheh...yes....the same old story which is never gonna let me leave in peace and happily.....anyway...
how r u all doin?? hope better than me, even if it doesn't take too much effort...
hey don't u know the news??? i've got 6 1/2 in maths!!!!! yeeeyeeyyeyeyyeyyeyeyeyyeeyy!!!!
that's great!!!!
my sweet deskmate got a bad mark (not soooo bad but...u know) and i'm amazed about it coz she's a loooooot better than me in everything..she feels sooooo bad...poor baby..i guess it's hard when u'r used to get goooooood marks, to get such a bad one...it should feel depressing....at least i'm almost used to it!!!!!
lol...that wasn't that nice anyway....
i think that's all for now...
C'mon!!!!! somebody write pleaaaaase!! it feels sooooo sad in here!!!!
kiss..
fra..

2005-10-16T13:38:00.000+02:00

aloha..how r u doin? i'm okay...well...a bit sck but.....it's gonna work out...
anyway...still nobody here uh?wow...so enchanting!!!!
i've changed the video..do u like the new one???
tomorrow my italian teacher is gonna interrogate....damn i gotta study...
well..c ya!
kiss
fra..

2005-10-11T17:00:00.000+02:00

alright...i've ufficially chosen the wrong school..i mean..all the people in there are so smart and "rusé" nd whatever ..and i don't almost know how to speak, write.....maaaan, i'm soooo stupid...i can't understand i have to study more and more coz it's not that simple anymore as it used to be.... all my classmates are 1 or 2 levels above me and i feel like shit... i'm soooo stupid, really....but.....arghh...don't know...i think i'll go and let u go back to ur wonderful and successfull worlds....
bye...fra..

2005-10-07T15:35:00.000+02:00

luv you baby..
kiss
fra..

2005-10-04T20:30:00.000+02:00

hi everybody, how u doin?
damn i'm sooo tired...what about you? today at school we had a 5hour simulation test of the first certificate...and my brain really broke out...anyway..
even if this is not that interesting, i didn't want to let this blog fade away as many thing in my life...i want smth about me to remain, to stay here for everyone who will ever be interested in discovering smth about me..even if i'm not that interesting...
ok...tireness is making me melancolic...so i think i'd better go and let u visit or do smth more interesting than reading this stupid blog...
luv, fra..

2005-10-02T13:56:00.000+02:00

i'm a bit bored today...maybe cos of the weather..it's raining..and it's cold....and i don't feel like going out...even if i'd want too...ok that doesn't make sense but...!!! u know...sometimes it just feels like that...well...got nothing to say actually...
just hello!!
kisss fra..

2005-09-29T16:23:00.000+02:00

2005-09-29T16:08:00.000+02:00

"Konstantine" _*something corporate*_
I can't imagine all the people that you know
And the places that you go
When the lights are turned down low
And I don't understand
All the things you've seen
But I'm slipping in between
You and your big... dreamsit's always you and my big dreams
And you tell me That it's over
But i can't stand here in a patch of four leaf clover
And your restless And I'm naked
You've got to get out You can't stand to see me shakingno, could you let me go
and you don't want to be here in the future
So you saythe present's just a pleasant Interruption to the past
And you don't want to look much closer'
Cause you're afraid to find out all the hope That you had sent into the sky by now had... crashed
and it did because of me
And then you bring me home Afraid to find out that you're alone,
no And I'm sleeping in your living room
But we don't have much room To live
And I had dreams that i would learn to play guitar
Maybe cross the country Become a rockstar
And there was hope in me That I could take you there
But dammit you're so young But I don't think I care
and if I hurt you then i'm sorry It's just this guilt has got the best of me
And then you bring me home 'Cause we both know what its like to be alone,
no And I'm dreaming in your living room
But we don't have much room To live
Konstantine came walking down the stairs
Doesn't she look good Standing in her underwear?
And i've been thinking, and i've thinking, no
But she's been drinking And it doesn't get me anywhere
My Konstantine came walking down the stairs
And all that I could do Was touch her long blond hair
And I was thinking, what I was thining ya knowwe've been drinking and it doesn't get me anywhere
This is because I can spell konfusion with a K It's hard to like it
It's to dying in anothers armsand why i had to try it
It's to jimmy eat worldand those nights in my car
But this time i'm alone, and i don't see those stars I'm not your star?
Isn't that what you said what you thought this song meant
you thought this song meant
And if this is what it takes just to lie in my mistakes
and live with what I did to you And all the things i put you through
I always catch the clock it's 11:11 And now you want to talk
it's not hard to dream You'll always be my Konstantine
They'll never hurt you like I doNo, They'll never hurt you like I do No, No, No, No, No, No, No, No, No
This is to a girl who got into my head with all these pretty things she did
Hey Baby, You know that you keep me up in bed
It's to a girl who got into my head with all the fucked up things I did
Hey maybe baby, you could keep me up in bed My Konstantine
Spin around me like a dream We played out on this movie screen
And I said, Did you know I miss you
Did you know I miss you
Did you know I miss you
Did you know I miss you
Did you know I miss you
Did you know I miss you
Did you know I miss you
God, I miss you
And then you bring me home And we'll go to sleep but this time not alone, no
no,And you'll kiss me in your living room,
oh And you see, no, that i've been missing in my Living room
Cause this is what i miss, what i miss
We don't have much room
I said, does anybody need that room?
Because we all need a little more room ..To live
...My Konstantine

2005-09-27T15:45:00.000+02:00

2005-09-22T14:59:00.000+02:00

me and nina!!

lol so stupid!!!!

2005-09-22T14:31:00.000+02:00

ehi ya! how u doin?? i'm good...but i'm already sick of school!!!
anyway...today i'm gonna have 3 hours and a half of volleyball entrainment....gulp!!!!!!
i'm sorry for not writing that much but...anyhow, there's nobody on here so...i guess i'm talkin' to myself!!! an idiot....!!! anyway...i'd better stop saying "anyway"...!!
well...i really don't know what to write but...i have to fill my blog!!! it's so sad.......!!!
c'mon people!! COME ON HERE PLEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAASE!!!!!
anyway (again!!!)...i think i'll go and think about what to write the next time i come!!!!
kisss
fra..

2005-09-11T13:29:00.000+02:00

ehi everybody!!!
i'm BAAAAAAAAAACK!!
sorry about that, but my internet connection broke out and...i got reeeeeaaaaaaaaally mad about it!!!
how r u all doin??? (why do i keep on sayin' all of u when there's nobody here??????!!!) i'm bad cos toorrow school starts again...and i haven't finished my homework yet!!!! DAMN!!!!!!
so...uh.....as i don't know what to say, i guess i'll go and tell u : I MISSED U!!!!!!!
cya!!! love fra..

2005-07-19T13:50:00.000+02:00

marti, me and sere!!!

WeLcOmE..bAcK!!!

2005-07-19T12:42:00.000+02:00

here i am!!! back!!! california is fantastic!! we went also to disneyland, LA, universal studios, beverly hills, santa monica and all the amusment parks that u can go to!!! that was sooooooooooooooo fun!!!!!! ok..it wasn't that perfect tho..there were lots of probs with THAT friend of min....always the same prob...anyway it seems to be improving so...*crossed fingers*..
anyway..what have u all been up to??? c'mon tell me all about it!! i missed u soooooooooooooooooo much!!!!! ok today i'm not inspired to write!!! sorry!!! but if u wanna know anything about the voyage or whatever, just ask!!!!
luv, fra

Depart

2005-06-23T09:03:00.000+02:00

hey ya!!!!!
how u all doin????i'm doin veeeeeeeeeeery well!!!!! i'm so exhited!! tomorrow i'm leaving to get to san diego!!!!!! yeyeyeyyeyeyeyeyyy!!!!!!
i can't wait!!!!! well...i'm a bit shocked about the flight "duration" but...i will survive!!!!! ;oP
so uh...i thought it would be nice to say bye bye and wish to you all some awesone vacation!!!!!
have fun!!!!!
cya!!!!
maaaaaaaaaaaaaany kisss!!!
fra

2005-06-16T20:54:00.000+02:00

FINALLY.......

2005-06-08T14:46:00.000+02:00

......ON HOLIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!
yeyeyyeyeyeyeeyyeyeyeyeyyeeyy!!! i'm finally freeeee!!
oh guys i can breathe!!!!
wow...and now i'm gonna have 3months of holiday and that's great!!! but...homework always have to turn good things in bad ones...grrr....i have to read 15 books, make a summary of each and do 3 exercice books...damn!!!!
well anyway...what's good's that school's oveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer!!! UFFICIALLY!!!
k..that's all for now...not so much but..anyway, who's gonna read it???
LOL
kisss and hugs!!

2005-06-04T21:15:00.000+02:00

this gets commented itself..!!

2005-06-02T12:37:00.000+02:00

hey everybody!! how ya doin?? i'm doin well...above all coz today we'r stayin at home from school coz it's republic day!!! YUPPY!!!
sooooo....i've slept a loooooooooooooot!!! finally!!!!
this afternoon i'm gonna have a volleyball tournament...and i guess we'll lose!!!! LOL
soo....c'mon everybody! why don't u come and see my blog???it's not that bad...i hope..!!
well..i think that's all for now!!!
kisss
fra

2005-05-27T13:34:00.000+02:00

guys guys guys....SAAAAAAAAAAAAAAVE MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!
i really can't stand school any second more.
i'm so tired and upset..coz i'm really bindin to get good marks and to make every single relationship go well...but all i can get is 7 at school and few more words than only a "hi"..that's frustratin....really...i feel like cryin like never before.....
...i really need a break from all this suckin world...i need to listen to my fave music in peace and relax and sleep and dream...
god help me...damn it's so"down-putting".........
well...anyway...hope u feel better!
xx..

2005-05-22T13:34:00.000+02:00

hi everybody!!!!
how r you?? oh well....where are you??!!! lol
i'm fine...just thinkin that's the last heavy week of school...and i really can't wait for vacation..!!!
what can i tell u???
well...nothin actually...i'd have to do my homawork but.....u know, as usual..!!!! ;oP
ok...as i dk what to say i'll post a pic...u should know who they are...and if u don't, just keep 'em in mind or never come on here!!! lol

rn't they hot??!!!
slurpy!!!

2005-05-17T17:07:00.000+02:00

heheh...guess what??? WE LOST!!!! how funny..!
anyway!!
how ya all (well..u, les!!) doin?i'm doin well...should study now but don't feel like..as usual...!!
i don't really know what to say soooo....
i think i'll post another image!!!!! hehe
here it is....
Lilo & Stitch!!!
.
aren't they funneet ( a mix between funny and sweet!!!)??!!!
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!!

2005-05-16T17:55:00.000+02:00

heheheh..i feel like laughing...at me!! yeh..coz i was supposed to do my homework but...actually im doin nothing!! how idiot!!
well...on friday i have an history oral test...and i haven't studied it all..fantastic!!!
'im gonna die....!!! heheheheh...lol.....heheh....f**k actually!!!! gulp!!

anyway..tonight i'm havin another volleyball match...so....wish me good luck (even if we'r gonna lose as usual, or, maybe win a set!! wow!!!)!!!!!!
anyway...i don't acutally know what to write...sooo..i'll guess i'll post a pic....!!!!

isn't it funny???!!! lmao!!
xx!!

hyper-tired..BADLY NEED HELP..

2005-05-13T16:34:00.000+02:00

oh my god guys...never thought living was that tiring!!
i swear i so damn need some good and long sleepin!!!
yesterday i had a volleyball match and..GUESS WHAT??!!??!! ....we lost!! heheh!!! but we won a set!! yup!!!
anyway, i slept only 5 or 6 hours, i think...i need my bed sooooooooooooo bad!!!
and here u'd say "why don't u go and get some sleepin then, little stupid girl??"....well..u'd be right!!
but there's the sun and it makes wanna do lots of things...even if i have the strenght to do nothing!! hehehe...!!

well...today i kinda had a fought with my bestfriend B (or i hope she still is...)...i dk...we met to go to school and she didn't wave at all....didn't speak a word...and then the fault is mine, obviously!!
grrrrrr....i mean...if only she spoke to me and not to other people about things that are related to her and me, i could understand what the hell i do right and what i do wrong to her...
but she doesn't and so i'm supposed to guess what the heck she thinks...but how could I?????
i'm nobody, i'm nothing...she can't pretend that i can read her mind...damn...i'm so fed up about it...
and the thing is that if i tell her these things, she gets angry and speaks nothing more at all..
what should i do?????!!!!?????
i...i.....i don't really know.....
well...i guess it will end up with me as guilty for i don't know what kind of reason..
i don't know...but it seems she doens't need me anymore and is trying to find an excuse to end the friendship up....
don't know....
please help me.....please.......

2005-05-07T14:33:00.000+02:00

OH--MY--GOD...please, PLEASE--SAVE--ME!!!
i really can't stand school anymore...our teachers r drowning us with hundred of thousand tests...and i really can't breathe!!!!
in a month the school's finished but....i so bad need my holiday!!!!
sob sigh sob... =o(

anyway....YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! wow!! i've got a fantastic news!!!!! heheh!! yesterday my volleyball team (and I obviously!!) had a match....
ok ok, we didn't win the whole match but.....WE WON A SET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ;oP
heheheh!! sorry but that's weird to happen to us!!! so i'm soooooo happy!!! hehehe!! =o)

uffi..i have lots of things to do...so i have to go and smth useful!!!
sry for not postin that much...anyway i think u won't be srysimply...coz u aren't here!! =o( ....
lol....heheh...sigh sigh sigh.....

hey u see!! my video's workin!!! yeyeeheyyeyeyeyeyeyyy!!!!
ok... =oP
cya babes!!
kisss
fra

2005-04-30T20:31:00.000+02:00

what a uffiness...feelin' depressed....damn, why the heck do these kind of moments come?!....grrrr....it gets on my nerves........
well.....maybe that's coz this afternoon i went to the recreative centre..and there's a guy who's angry with me for i don't know why..he says he can't stand me, that's all..
i've tryed to make things right askin him what i could do to make our friendship better and he said ...nothing!!
soooooooo nice....grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....
well...actually this post's pointles...like all of mine...hehe...
yup, i'm very happy today....
=o( .....can't u see that i'm stuck here underneath??
and u'r makin it hard to breath....

ok...i think i'll go now...cya
kisss
fra

2005-04-27T17:37:00.000+02:00

HOLA!! =o) how r u today? well..as usual i have to do my homewrok but (guess what?!?) i don't feel like!!! yey!!
alright..maybe i'm drunkie..lol..as usual!!
well..the truth is...i don't really know what to write coz these days my life is soooooooo boring and ordinary...i mean..breakfast, school, lunch, studying, dinner, watching a movie and then to bed...
booooooooohhhh....what a pointless life...bleaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah....
but well! what's good's that finally it's sunny and hot!! summer is comin!!! ye ye!! can't really wait for the holiday!!!!
i really feel like going to a good music concert..yeh yeh...when does hanson come back to italy??!!! lol! ;oP
well..i heard that green day r startin their european tour on june..maybe they'll pass this way!!!
and i can't absolutly miss it!! my parents already made me miss their last concert here in milan...i was soooooooo angry....GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.. :o
anyway!!
....damn...is anybody there who wants to do a spanish resume for me???? ...nobody??? uffffffffffiiiiiiiiiiiiii.....(sry.. an italian expression to say u'r sad and annoyed..!)
...ok ok...i'll go coz anyway, there's nobody on here..sigh sigh... =o(
gooooooood byyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyeeeeeeeeeeeee....
**kisss**
fra

2005-04-24T15:25:00.000+02:00

hey everybody!!!
sry for comin these days..but, u know i got a philosophy oral test and i was goin mad!!!
anyway, it went well!!!
well...i'm supposed to be doing my homework but i really don't feel like...!!!
hey, a friend of mine scanned one of my hanson's concert photos for me so now i can post it!!
sry..it's a bit HUGE!!!
anyway, here it is...

do u like him?????
sooooooooooooooooooo hot!!!!
anyway...i'd better go now...
kisss
fra

PICTURES!!!!

2005-04-18T18:27:00.000+02:00

hiya!!! doin well?? well...actually i'm supposed to study philosophy..but i've just download the new photos from hanson concert here in milan!!!!! and i really can't help watching them!!!!
well.....if u wanna see them, just go here..i hope it works!!
there are 60 pics..but they aren't mine, i've taken them from the italian fanson site!!!!
when i have mine ready to be posted, i'll do it immediatly!!!!!
well...what can i say??
my life is boring these days...i have to study a lot but the weather is telling me NOOOOOO!!
grrrrrr...well..
guys, i'm so worried for my friend B(u remember?)..she's very slim...too much....all of her pants go down and her arms are almost skeletric....
guys tell me what to do...please i really need your help...i feel so meaningless...useless...
well....that's all for now....
damn why is it so desert in here??????COME!!!!!!!!
c ya..kisss
fra

2005-04-13T18:23:00.000+02:00

hey!!! sry for not comin...(well..actually u'll not be sorry...coz...there are nobody on here!!! fatastic...=o( ....)..!!
well the weekend went well, i went out with my boyf..we went to the cinema and watched "hitch": brilliant!!!!!! it's really funny believe me!!
anyway..i found what to give him but...i've been still makin it (it's a video!!)..and i think it will take quite long to be finished!!! anyway...
everything's alright (yes, everything's fine! (sry!! last sunday i watched jesus christ superstar!!..my mom luvs it!!))...apart from that, a friend of mine (u remember B??)..she's angry again..yuppy...!! but this time with another friend of mine..i'm not in, but...i feel as if i had to do smth....but...WHAT???....
anyay...
yeyeyyyyyyyy!! tomorrow i'm gonna take my hanson concert photos!!! i can't wait!!!
when i have them ready to be put into (??) the computer, i'll do it immediatly!!!
what can i say more??
yey!! awwwwww...how sweeeeet!! last monday(the day after my and my boyf's anniversary!!) i received a bunch of flowers (a very HUGE one!!!) at school, during the english lesson!!!!
everybody stared at me, i was like..a tomato??!!!!!! =oP anyway..it was from my boyf obviously...awwww...it seems an italian movie titled "3metres above the sky"...wonderful!!!!!!!
ok..that's all for now...
c ya!! kisss!!!
fra

2005-04-09T21:00:00.000+02:00

hey everybody!!!
how ya doin?? i'm doin well...more or less...well...better than before tho..!!
anyway..tomorrow it's me and my boyf' anniversary (a year..sooo sweeet!!!) ...and....I NEED UR HELP!!!!! as usual ok...but...i don't have a clue about what to buy to him as a present!!!!
please please please..give me advices coz i'm off of ideas....!!!!
sry for not writin that much these days..but i'm really busy with lots of things...i'm going mad i swear...i need ....welll...i think a year of fresh air should be enough!!!! ;oP
anyway...please..help me!! i really need u..as usual..
really...i think i couldn't live without u...without my frineds...please help me once again!!!!
thanx anyway...
kisss
fra

An eye for the concert..!!!

2005-04-04T11:21:00.000+02:00

hey guys! how ya doin?
well...open ur ears....yesterday...i went to the HANSON CONCERT!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it was reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaally great!!!! i mean, the queue out of the place where they sang was exhausting, but....the 3 bros have been..AMAZING!!!!!
actually the concert lasted less than I expected...but there's was such an energy, such a great atmosphere...i'll never forget it, really..!!
at the beginning they asked to amke a minute of silence in memory of the pope..and later during the concert Tay sang "Never let go" for him...it was an unforgettable moment, really..

well, now i think u'r wondering what the meanin of the title is..!
well..during the queue one of my eye began to get red...it didn't hurt but it was a bit disturbing..but all went well for yesterday night..
but this morning when i woke up, as i turned in front of the mirror, i looked like the "Notre Dame hup-backed" (is that so called??)!!!
i couldn't totally open it, so my dad told me to stay at home..
later he called the doctor for he was feelin sick as well..................
well, my dad discovered to have a renal calculus and i found out to have conjuctivitis..!!
what a sane family!!
now my dad's been going around for the rooms dressed like a north pole man, drinkin a lot to get his calculus down...
and i have to stay at home for 3/4 days with sun-glasses!!!
that's hilarious...!!

well..my boyf just called me (coz he's at home as well coz of the elections that take leca in some schools) and he seemed a little angry...but he didn't told why...he has smth with me, i can feel...but when it's about our probs, he never speaks....damn...

well..that's all for now!!
c ya babies!!
kisss fra

THAT'S INCREDIBLE!!!!!!

2005-04-01T20:59:00.000+02:00

hey ya guys! how ya doin??
well....u won't believe it.....but the meeting that i spoke about before went veeeeery well!!!
it's...unbelievable!!!
well..i'll explain! we met, then the woman started to speak about the situation for how she understood it was like....then she helped us, someway, and finally...everything was magically right!!!! i'm very happy for this!!! veeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeery happy!!!!

anyway..my cahotic life hides some "surprises" from me...u remeber my friend B?? well...apart from the other problems, she..is convinced to be fat (when she's got a top model body, trust me...) and she had started to eating less, not having lunch and sometimes neither dinner..but now the situation is more critic than ever...she is getting used to going to the bathroom and vomit....guys i'm really worried...as i said before, she rarely talks about her problems, and even when she does she doesn't speak to me...i don't really know what to do, how to behave, how to take her........please HELP ME it's a very important problem that has not to be taken lightly...
i've already spoken about this with my friends but they'r in the same conditions as me.....please, please..help me....i'm very very very worried...PLEASE GUYS, I NEED YOU...
thanx everybody..
kisss..
fra

PLEASE READ THIS!!!

2005-04-01T15:01:00.000+02:00

if u'r readin...THANK U SOOOO MUCH!
if not..PLEASE COME AND SEE!!!
first of all, i wanted to say that what should have been a friendly match turned out to be a simple entrainement (???) with another team to show us some schemes..
anyway...
i'm in deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep s**t...this afternoon i have to meet my friend L (the one who i spoke about before in the red post..) and another woman who offered to help us solving this quarrel...she's supposed to be the "director" of our "resolving discussion" (as i hope it will be..)...
i'm very nervous coz i don't know how to take L...and i fear i'll start cryin and weepin like a child...but i don't want to coz i know L will say "u'r cryin to show i'm wrong, rn't u??"...
oh guys...it will be my death..
i know she will be as cold as ice and as detatched as rome and sidney are...damn....
well...don't know what to say...or think...just hope it will solve our problems coz i can't stand 'em anymore and i'm dyin' of it....
thanx for listenin....sry if i annoyed u...
kisss..
fra

2005-03-31T16:11:00.000+02:00

feeling bored...while i'd better do my homework...but who wants to????
can't stand school anymore.....damn...2 months to the end...ufff...
wonderful! tonight i'm playin a volleyball match..but it's a ....how can i say it in english??...it's a "friendly" match, maybe..??
well...anyway....
this post is pointless...but i didn't want to leave my already poor blog emptier than how it already is...!!
....yeah...i'm crazy!!!
well...nothin interestin to say at the moment...c ya l8!
KiSsS

2005-03-30T10:13:00.000+02:00

hey everybody!
how ya doin? well...i'm not as happy as i wish i was...
i don't want to annoy you with my problems coz i know u've already got yours..
but I NEED YOUR ADVICES..
there's a friend of mine (i'll call her B)..i know her since we were 3..and there have always been a wonderful friendship between us..but these days she's behaving strangely...i don't know how to explain...well, actually i know but don't know where to begin....gulp...
ok...well, i think i disturb (can i say that??) her..she thinks i don't give a damn about her, but, I SWEAR, i'm always takin care not to hurt her sayin things that could hurt her...
and it seems to me that SHE doesn't care about me, coz when i'm talkin to her, she answers shortly and in a rude way..I try not to show that she hurts me if she behaves like that, coz i don't want to fight..but she doesn't realize how she behaves with me...she doesn't at all..
whatsmore she says i don't talk to her about me and my probs..but I DO!!!
the one who deosn't talk is HER!!!! she talks about her only with my boyf...and it doesn't feel right to me...but i don't care so much, coz, at least she speaks to someone (coz i don't think that keepin all her probs for her is a good thing..)....
but so, it looks like it's me who's always wrong...ALWAYS and FOREVER.....
well..i found out that she wants to have a friend who i don't know, coz every person she knows, i know him/her too..but i think it's normal coz we know each other since ages and we live very very very near...(just few metres of distance...!)...don't know what to think..
let's talk about smth else..
there's another friend of mine (!!!) (let's call her L)..we'r always arguing for very stupid things that she makes up...and it's always me who goes and apologize for both of us, coz i know she will never come to me..but the last time we argued, i thought i'd have tried to wait for her comin and apologizing...but what did i find out??she thinks that as i don't apologize it means i don't care so she doesn't want to make things right anymore...
but what i wanted to do was waitin and find out if she cares and if it would have been her who came and apologized...
but now i don't really know what to think...it seems she can live quietly and happly without me..while i'm dying...
woah...don't know if u understood anything of what i wrote...
i hope u could help me....
well...that's all for now...c ya...
thanx for listenin...
byyyyeeee...fra

coz i'm crazy.....crazy!!

2005-03-29T20:04:00.000+02:00

yeah..i think i'm gettin crazier and crazier as the time goes by...!!!
today Marti and I spent the entire afternoon going around by her moped putting hanson's concert leaflets on everything we met!!
it was sooo funny!!!
anyway...just wanted to tell u today has been an "agréable jour"!!!!
thanx tata!! u'r great!!
kisss
fra

2005-03-29T14:13:00.000+02:00

*..get up and earn your wings tonight..*

this is the first time..

2005-03-29T13:18:00.000+02:00

....i post smth here!! so excuse me if it'sn't anything interesting...!!
if this message shows, thanx les!!! if not...it means i'm really hopeless with computers!!
(don't care about this post!! it's just a try!!)
KiSsS
fra